If there’s anything I say about grief, it’s that no amount of worry can prepare you for what it feels like. Also, there’s nothing you can do to fix it. The only thing you can do is to keep going, as unfortunate as that is. Luckily, we have Jack around to make me have to keep going. Swim lessons, have term, school run, and playing LEGO at home: none of that stops. That means my daily task is to simply carry on.